I used to cry for you. I'd drive myself crazy. My mind would go wild. And my anxiety was right behind it. I'd literally go insane over you. Because I fought so hard to not lose you. And I had no control over anything. Now I learned that I can only control myself and my actions. And I don't want a relationship where I was constantly going crazy because I couldn't stop you from hurting me. Now I can push away. I won't ever let anyone hurt me again.. ❤❤